Ever forget what state you are in?

Usually when im waking up and still dazed from the shock of still being alive. Back when i was drinking it would happen all the time, i straight up thought i was in other countries sometimes
I too have felt that sense of shock waking up.Once I took a day and a half bus ride from Florida to Texas and upon arrival I was in a manic state of mind and started working on place of shelter.Totally out of it and physically drained.Mind of matter took over until I got tired of being bitch at by now ex girlfriend.
 
Once i drifted asleep for a moment on a bus in switzerland, woke up thinking my girlfriend (who had flown back a week earlier) had gotten off the bus while ibwas sleeping. I got off and ran around for a full five minutes before i figured it out. Man i was confused and sad
 
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For me it's the Mandela effect... I'll wake up on a picnic bench at sunset in the forest and wonder where the Berenstien Bears have gone... ::woot::


Also, somedays the mirror shows me the handsome devil I am... others my nose looks like a strawberry. ::drinkingbuddy::
 
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if it's Tuesday this must be Belgium

I generally only concern myself with solids liquids or gases
Once i drifted asleep for a moment on a bus in switzerland, woke up thinking my girlfriend (who had flown back a week earlier) had gotten off the bus while ibwas sleeping. I got off and ran around for a full five minutes before i figured it out. Man i was confused and sad
A brief and in reality bad dream!
For me it's the Mandela effect... I'll wake up on a picnic bench at sunset in the forest and wonder where the Berenstien Bears have gone... ::woot::


Also, somedays the mirror shows me the handsome devil I am... others my nose looks like a strawberry. ::drinkingbuddy::
Are you still stuck on a acid trip?
 
I'm mostly joking... and other than being a glorious drunk... I'm just saying we all get those lucid moments of life I think...


I mean what the fuck is really going on.... sure if your housed... got lots of money and social prestige... I suppose your mind will let you fool yourself that you know what your reality is...


But if, ... and I'm not sure of this theory myself... as I explore existence... if your living a more freeflow life... things can seem to collide with coincidences and stress can also affect your equilibrium...

Honest, I don't know what the answer is ... but it just might be better to worry less and live more.

Cheers.

;)
 
Someone does not have a sense of humor... ::artist:: (joking)
I do,just texting fellow StP brother.May have appeared online i guess.Gotta admit man,after this week I'm mentally tapped out.I literally have written, deleted and rewritten nearly every reply to these post.As I do with most post I put on here.Im horrible talking to people over the internet..Like you can't see the words are true by my facial expressions or hear the words I say and the tone in my voice.There for it's horse shit.Like all this I said.
 
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I'm mostly joking... and other than being a glorious drunk... I'm just saying we all get those lucid moments of life I think...


I mean what the fuck is really going on.... sure if your housed... got lots of money and social prestige... I suppose your mind will let you fool yourself that you know what your reality is...


But if, ... and I'm not sure of this theory myself... as I explore existence... if your living a more freeflow life... things can seem to collide with coincidences and stress can also affect your equilibrium...

Honest, I don't know what the answer is ... but it just might be better to worry less and live more.

Cheers.

;)
Sorry for not paragraphing my replys or quotes.To be honest I've been back "home" for six months and this has to be the 3-4 time in 15 years traveling and everytime I get closer to the ledge.I realized the problem is Covid-19 and everything was looking like I was leaving next month.The work I was supposed to relying has closed up shop.Sorry for the super late responses..m
 
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No problemo... uh you don't have to explain yourself... just be safe and well.

Whole world is always dealing with bullshit... in one way or another...

Just a bit more of it nowadays... hopefully we will all steer a course along the stars to a path of peace.

Sorry for not paragraphing my replys or quotes.To be honest I've been back "home" for six months and this has to be the 3-4 time in 15 years traveling and everytime I get closer to the ledge.I realized the problem is Covid-19 and everything was looking like I was leaving next month.The work I was supposed to relying has closed up shop.Sorry for the super late responses..m
 
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But if, ... and I'm not sure of this theory myself... as I explore existence... if your living a more freeflow life... things can seem to collide with coincidences and stress can also affect your equilibrium...

This idea is going pretty far out there, and I dont necessarily believe it; just saying...

I always enjoyed the idea that time is a construct and we have/had the ability to slip in and out of moments at any point in the time line of our lives, we are free to move forward and backwards.
Basically, nostagia I suppose. You smell something and it takes you to another time.

I'm sure a lot of people have read Slaughter House 5;
How the Tralfamadorians had static lives, and they could choose what point of their lives they wanted to be living, they could go from their 5 yo self to their 60 yo self at any given point.
So it goes...