leaving

Hello everyone, Despite my visible account age, I've been around StP since about 2013 or 2014. I deleted my legacy account because Big Brother was hammering me really hard about 4-5 years ago and felt it was prudent to disconnect from StP and my "Anarchy Newbie" thread, that was once a featured...

From a couple of weeks ago. Leaving the Corpus Christi area. Beautiful spot to hang for the winter imo. Bus is 1.75; goes more than 40miles between Corpus Christi, Port Aransas and Robstown. Very slow train rides on Canadian Pacific lines. Spange good to great away from the city.

So, to keep things short, I am at a crossroads. I'm not sure what to do. I live in southern california, and I struggle badly with addiction. I have no means to leave the area officially (moving to another location with housing), and I am afraid I am going to die/end up in a really bad situation...