XAlbertaWarriorWomenX
I <3 TNT
I don't have much experience in knowing if guys like me, besides the obvious, I think this current guy I'm with no longer give a shit about me, I just find this nomad type of guy, he's a bit younger, native. somehow we ended up partying together, we were both pretty hungover, we some how ended up cuddling, and falling asleep with on another, I don't know if we was trying to purposely ignore me, whenever I was trying to talk to him, he didn't answer back, then I asked again, are you trying to ignore me? then he you talk so low I don't even know what your saying, yeah for two nights he stayed with me, the first night he said he wanted to go the bar for a bit, guy didn't come for like 4 hours later, he said he ran into his cousin, smoked some weed, that's what took him so long. I answered the door he said " see I would come back, then he started cuddling, caressing my skin, scratching my back, offering me sex, just being affectionate" no sex or anything, then last night he was kinda cuddling me, but it sounded like he was getting sick holding me and seemed uncomfortable, moving around like every 4 seconds, maybe im just being paranoid and weird cuz I have extreme anxiety, it started making me feel like there was something wrong with me that cuz I haven't showered in like 4 days, maybe I smelt bad, I asked that the day before, he said no, so I don't know what was up with him, maybe he's hungover, sick, cant hold me, then all this morning he didn't even hold me, I asked this morning if he was leaving cuz I have shit to do, and I don't wanna be one of those people where homeless, druggies or whoever can use my place as a flop house,, then he said yeah this the time you usually gets up and does shit, I wanted to ask why he wasn't holding me or give a kiss on the cheek or a hug, but I didn't want to come across as weird and needy cuz we just spent all day yesterday doing shit, we were just hung over and slept together, he held me pretty tight all day, just really sweet and physically affectionate, then when I asked him "how come he came back for me", he said cuz he liked me and that he said he would be back for me, that he was thinking of me when he left. Even yesterday he left for something to eat, said he was gonna be right back, and he was. So what gives??? how come he didn't even hold me or anything, he didn't seem really eager to leave, just kinda got this vibe that he knew he had to leave, I know we aren't dating, but how come he didn't kiss me on the cheek, give a hug or anything or even hold me this morning. I want to ask him this, but we aren't even dating, he just told me see you later probably around grace place later, its a place homeless people go eat. I asked once before how come you don't have a girlfriend, he said cuz he's too busy for one.
How come he didn't suggest meeting up with me? makes plans, yeah we did spent 2 nights already together, he said he even said no to other girl friends that even had money and drinks, and if we do see one another. I'm so confused about this guy. If he likes me right, I should just let him come to me right???
How come he didn't suggest meeting up with me? makes plans, yeah we did spent 2 nights already together, he said he even said no to other girl friends that even had money and drinks, and if we do see one another. I'm so confused about this guy. If he likes me right, I should just let him come to me right???