Cantchangeme
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- Oct 20, 2016
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Ive tried everything...been left to The streets as of 12...living with women..jailed 27 times..travelled cross country on footsince a teen with nothing...aa...shelters..sleeping under church roofs...im the only one out here like this...anyone who i get close to or try to have a life with kills themself or goes crazy...just walked 30+ miles and thousands of pushups trying to disconnect...nothing works..im really fucked...its like when you play a video game and miss a jump or knowyou cant advance to the next level so you dick around frustrated using up all your shit until the only option is to hit the power button....for years i couldnt put one foot in front of the other without wanting to die every step of the way....20+ yrs on the streets of N.Y. . ...im good...theres no help...motherfucker...if i could only go back...