Odin
ANTISOLIPSIST
On the topic of a multiverse existence. I like the idea. I like the idea of an infinite possibility engine existence. I think if you take this model of reality then it destroys fear and anxiety of your own mortality. In a multiverse reality I Imagine death is only opening another door into eternity and stepping through. And to exist is simply that... an endless set of doors waiting to be opened. Maybe like some of those that have taken Ayahuasca or DMT... you find in between each step before you cross a doorway you find yourself in that space between. A limbo where you find out everything will be fine. You've been here before and now you're ready to take your next journey.
Never having caught out on a train... I hesitate to use it... but I would like to pose this analogy.
Every Life is a Train ride... and every step before the mortal doorway is your silent wait at the catch out.
On a personal note... Part of this musing comes from my own dreams... they are often disjointed and strange.
Yet sometimes I try to focus myself on a topic or idea as I fall asleep... even if I am a bit drunk.
Some eager topics... (when I'm not instead wishing I had a warm lovely lady next to me... haha)...
Well some of the topics I try to focus on are alternate realities and NDE's and psychedelic experiences.
Now... I don't have much access to mind altering substances so I am limited in my scope-(have had sporadic access to what I believe has been primo pot in the past)-on those experiences but I have done more than my share of research and spent time on the literature and documentaries.
So I dunno was it a week ago... maybe I had a Dream. It was well... vivid as fuck. Easiest way to say it. Um I was not particularly drunk that night though I had drank more than a couple...
Anyway it was basically a NDE... like experience. I saw renaissance clouds... swirling and golden golden bright light... and sense of separation from my body. Peace and a feeling of approaching unity also hit me. ... The whole thing is not completely clear anymore but the impression I got was of that floating up towards an infinite light... and so golden.
I can compare it to a scene from a movie... If you have seen "The Fountain" http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0414993/
This image from the movie most closely resembles it.
I found it facinating and I do remember waking up from it with an electric jolt.
Now I dunno what it was... maybe just a vivid dream. And even if it was some kind of cosmic thing... it did not have much of a drastic effect on me. I mean I am still the same ol imperfect strange yet trying to live the best I can me.
Also... very stubborn... yea... ::eyepatch:: (<---that makes me happy for some reason)
But it does validate my curiosity on all that is this strange trip we call life.
Perhaps... that was it's purpose?
Well... who knows these things eh?
Thanks for listening.
Peace.
::cigar::
Never having caught out on a train... I hesitate to use it... but I would like to pose this analogy.
Every Life is a Train ride... and every step before the mortal doorway is your silent wait at the catch out.
On a personal note... Part of this musing comes from my own dreams... they are often disjointed and strange.
Yet sometimes I try to focus myself on a topic or idea as I fall asleep... even if I am a bit drunk.
Some eager topics... (when I'm not instead wishing I had a warm lovely lady next to me... haha)...
Well some of the topics I try to focus on are alternate realities and NDE's and psychedelic experiences.
Now... I don't have much access to mind altering substances so I am limited in my scope-(have had sporadic access to what I believe has been primo pot in the past)-on those experiences but I have done more than my share of research and spent time on the literature and documentaries.
So I dunno was it a week ago... maybe I had a Dream. It was well... vivid as fuck. Easiest way to say it. Um I was not particularly drunk that night though I had drank more than a couple...
Anyway it was basically a NDE... like experience. I saw renaissance clouds... swirling and golden golden bright light... and sense of separation from my body. Peace and a feeling of approaching unity also hit me. ... The whole thing is not completely clear anymore but the impression I got was of that floating up towards an infinite light... and so golden.
I can compare it to a scene from a movie... If you have seen "The Fountain" http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0414993/
This image from the movie most closely resembles it.
I found it facinating and I do remember waking up from it with an electric jolt.
Now I dunno what it was... maybe just a vivid dream. And even if it was some kind of cosmic thing... it did not have much of a drastic effect on me. I mean I am still the same ol imperfect strange yet trying to live the best I can me.
Also... very stubborn... yea... ::eyepatch:: (<---that makes me happy for some reason)
But it does validate my curiosity on all that is this strange trip we call life.
Perhaps... that was it's purpose?
Well... who knows these things eh?
Thanks for listening.
Peace.
::cigar::
