I deleted myself
I've reached my breaking point last night and I feel as if I've completely lost my shit. I feel lost and like I have no place anywhere. All of the best people in my life have been ripped away from me whether that is death or they walk out. "God, the universe, and anything else," has thrown a lot of shit my way, and not small little piles of shit either. My life has been a constant shit storm. I feel like an old brick wall that's waiting to crumble. I feel like I'm done being a wall and ready to be a pile of dust and rocks . I don't feel like fighting anymore and I have no hope left. When you've hit your breaking point, when you don't want to live anymore, what keeps you going? What do you tell yourself or what has someone told you? Because I'm tired, and I'm exhausted, and I don't want my life to continue being pointless and traumatic and depressing anymore.