Desperado Deluxe
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At this point life is really taking a shit in my cereal. I've been in GA stuck on felony probation for about a year now and looking to have it end in july. After completing all the requirements of my probation ( AA, community service, and a small fine) I've managed to get my probationary status changed to unsupervised. Which as I was told by my PO that I can go out of state and do whatever as long as I don't get in trouble. The catch is I have to return to the PO office to have my first defenders paperwork signed at the end of my probationary period in july, which would take a felony off my record. Maybe something can be worked out to where I don't have to return and it can be done via mail. Or have my probo terminated early and squash it all now. But I am unsure and I have a hard time contacting my PO and/or public defender to get this resolved. Also my lack of trust in the legal system here is an obstacle. These variables are preventing me from leaving now.
While living here I have found a part time job and place to live. After living there for awhile getting sick of the bullshit and seeing how my probo is about to end I moved out and am currently living outside. But have managed to keep my job and save a little scratch.
So yea probo almost over get ready to travel for the summer right?
.....WRONG......
Now I have just gotten news that my grandmother has passed away and that they are planning her memorial to take place in california sometime within the next three months. Which totally isn't good in and of itself but I want to make the funeral because I would look like a total asshole to my family if I didn't.
I don't really want to go back to CA. And I don't really want to start travelling again late july early august or later worrying about it getting cold in a couple months because of having to deal with all this. And my mind is reeling at the options of what to do.
I'm sure I'm probably just freaking out a bit and overlooking things. I just want to take care of my obligations and have a clean slate and get my fucking freedom back.
I don't want to be fucking around for a whole lot longer and know I'm going to have to establish myself within the next couple years but I want to take advantage of what freedom my youth has for me.
I guess there's a lot of variables and uncertainties and just kinda have to roll with the punches.
I'm sure I sound like a jackass wanting to tramp around and fuck off while all this is happening. But I've been stuck in this place that I don't like for so long and just want to go... so yea sorry for my bitching and it doesn't seem like they're a whole lot of advice that can be given and I just kinda have to roll with the punches.
While living here I have found a part time job and place to live. After living there for awhile getting sick of the bullshit and seeing how my probo is about to end I moved out and am currently living outside. But have managed to keep my job and save a little scratch.
So yea probo almost over get ready to travel for the summer right?
.....WRONG......
Now I have just gotten news that my grandmother has passed away and that they are planning her memorial to take place in california sometime within the next three months. Which totally isn't good in and of itself but I want to make the funeral because I would look like a total asshole to my family if I didn't.
I don't really want to go back to CA. And I don't really want to start travelling again late july early august or later worrying about it getting cold in a couple months because of having to deal with all this. And my mind is reeling at the options of what to do.
I'm sure I'm probably just freaking out a bit and overlooking things. I just want to take care of my obligations and have a clean slate and get my fucking freedom back.
I don't want to be fucking around for a whole lot longer and know I'm going to have to establish myself within the next couple years but I want to take advantage of what freedom my youth has for me.
I guess there's a lot of variables and uncertainties and just kinda have to roll with the punches.
I'm sure I sound like a jackass wanting to tramp around and fuck off while all this is happening. But I've been stuck in this place that I don't like for so long and just want to go... so yea sorry for my bitching and it doesn't seem like they're a whole lot of advice that can be given and I just kinda have to roll with the punches.