I went to get a massage for the first time about 6 years ago, it was an Asian parlor but didn't seem too nasty. I really enjoyed the experience, it was amazing actually. I was so into it I decided to learn and study as much as I could about giving massages. I've always felt good inside doing kind things for others, so it seemed like a good fit for me. Not in the way that I'd ever be able to make it a career, just something I wanted to be good at.
I continued to get massages, paying more attention to their techniques than I was relaxing/taking in the experience. I then put an ad on Craigslist offering free massages, and that was quite successful. I would try out techniques and learn how different everyone's body was. I'd go home and watch videos, bring those techniques with me next time out on a call. It was pretty rad, no regrets.
Some of the ladies wanted more, either by asking for more or telling me with their bodies reaction as my hands neared certain parts, writhing up in such a way/breathing heavily/moans. I think I inadvertently became a non profit traveling sex worker for a while there, almost no regrets. I learned a lot and the feedback I got gives me the impression I give a great massage.
That's all I wanted out of it, so it was a success. I no longer run that Craigslist ad. I still go into parlors now and then when I can afford to spend $50+tip for an hour of relaxation. Only three times did I find myself in a place where they began gliding fingers across my butthole and over my nuts. They usually come up and whisper in your ear to either turn over or they'll gesture with their hand and mouth like hey want a BJ too? This last time she pulled her hands like she was doing air doggy style and smiled at me suggestively..
I turn them down because my mind is always going, and I can't seem to block out the thoughts. Is she a sex slave, would she be doing this profession on her own under no pressure of force from others? Is she even free? Does she enjoy that? I know the answers, and I feel for them. I appreciate their PG rated massage, I tip them well but I cannot take advantage of their unfortunate situation, I don't think I'd even be able to get hard. Not hating on anyone else about it, but personally I just can't.
