DFA
Well-known member
i'm in the midst of a bad break up. it's
been a month and a half since it happened, and i can't masturbate or even look at someone else with any kind of feelings. i feel like my sex drive has withered away and died miserably, and five years of my life have been flushed down the toilet. i find myself having these corny, escapist fantasies where some ridiculously hot older punk guy on a motorcyle rides up and takes me away to europe or brazil or some other way-the-fuck-away-from-the-US country where i never fuckin come back to this shithole and have to live in a city where everything reminds me of this person. i almost wish he would just die or move away so i could get on with my life. harsh words i know, but i'm sure most of you feel me. five years is a long fuckin time to spend with someone, only to have them betray you in the end. i don't think i'll be able to trust anyone with my feelings for a long time. my dad always used to say, "kid, there are two awful things to go through in life, dopesickness and heartbreak. at least one of those is avoidable. don't do dope."
Sorry for this awful rant guys, but it's been a ling, sleepless night...
been a month and a half since it happened, and i can't masturbate or even look at someone else with any kind of feelings. i feel like my sex drive has withered away and died miserably, and five years of my life have been flushed down the toilet. i find myself having these corny, escapist fantasies where some ridiculously hot older punk guy on a motorcyle rides up and takes me away to europe or brazil or some other way-the-fuck-away-from-the-US country where i never fuckin come back to this shithole and have to live in a city where everything reminds me of this person. i almost wish he would just die or move away so i could get on with my life. harsh words i know, but i'm sure most of you feel me. five years is a long fuckin time to spend with someone, only to have them betray you in the end. i don't think i'll be able to trust anyone with my feelings for a long time. my dad always used to say, "kid, there are two awful things to go through in life, dopesickness and heartbreak. at least one of those is avoidable. don't do dope."
Sorry for this awful rant guys, but it's been a ling, sleepless night...