ibbyhippy
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Hey everyone. I'm new to this whole vagabond thing but it's something i've been romanticizing in my head since like middle school. I'm in a dilemma. I wanna hit the road, but if i do so, i will be burning any sort of bridge i have with my dad. Meaning that if i hit the road, i will never be allowed back home again.
My dad is an old school iraqi man and he's the type to disown me for leaving. He almost disowned me and kicked me out after he caught me smoking weed so i have no doubt that if i leave i will never be allowed home again.
Meaning if i leave, and i end up not liking the life style, i will have no where to go. That's my biggest fear. I'm still unsure as to whether or not i should throw away this relationship, because as scummy as it sounds, my relationship with my paps is whats giving me free rent lol and that's not something i'm taking for granted.
Right now i only work 30 hours a week which gives me enough money to get high and buy myself things and also gives me free time to make music and be creative. If i hit the road and end up regretting it, i won't be able to live like this again.
I don't know what i'm even asking because at the end of the day only i can decide if it's worth it or not, but i guess i'm looking for some perspective. I've been overthinking this so much i don't even know what to think anymore.
Thanks in advance <3
My dad is an old school iraqi man and he's the type to disown me for leaving. He almost disowned me and kicked me out after he caught me smoking weed so i have no doubt that if i leave i will never be allowed home again.
Meaning if i leave, and i end up not liking the life style, i will have no where to go. That's my biggest fear. I'm still unsure as to whether or not i should throw away this relationship, because as scummy as it sounds, my relationship with my paps is whats giving me free rent lol and that's not something i'm taking for granted.
Right now i only work 30 hours a week which gives me enough money to get high and buy myself things and also gives me free time to make music and be creative. If i hit the road and end up regretting it, i won't be able to live like this again.
I don't know what i'm even asking because at the end of the day only i can decide if it's worth it or not, but i guess i'm looking for some perspective. I've been overthinking this so much i don't even know what to think anymore.
Thanks in advance <3