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So I am not really travelling, or making a name for myself, or being cool... in fact I am just waiting around most of the time. I have some fun appointments coming up with the dentist and a doctor to diagnose this peutrid leasion on my leg. Oh, I have a latent TB infection... Nothing too exciting going on over here... Just working on wellness or health and that mostly seems to include waiting without fucking up any more biology. Not so many years ago I thought I wanted to be an antichrist, The Antichrist, or maybe immaculately concieve The Antichrist and have him tare a hole in me and climb out... now I am mainly just focused on getting well and hope and pray to be a good father someday soon but not really soon. I talk to Jesus and things seem all right overall. I guess my demons left. I still live outside... maybe now that I don't spend every waking hour begging for drugs I will enjoy life more... and if it all falls through at least I know I can spend every waking hour begging for drugs to keep my mind off of my hopes and dreams.
Oh, I just quit a job and when I get paid I am getting new cheap gear and moving out into the woods with my phone.... which doesn't even have any porn on it. Just algebra books, an old game, a Bible, and some weird new age hippie shit. I will have A Warm Gun to listen to while hatcheting some firewood - thx for that!!
Oh, I just quit a job and when I get paid I am getting new cheap gear and moving out into the woods with my phone.... which doesn't even have any porn on it. Just algebra books, an old game, a Bible, and some weird new age hippie shit. I will have A Warm Gun to listen to while hatcheting some firewood - thx for that!!