Ravie
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yeah I'm actually great in school. I was aiming for a diploma but i cant fucking stand it anymore. so I'm going for the equivalency test. I got a 5150 at my ISP school for kicking a tree and screaming fuck so they shipped me down to sacramento to live with my dad who passed away last week. So now I'm stuck with an evil step mother and her brat son.
This continuation school im going to is in the shitty part of town and they treat the kids there like inmates. I'm the only white chick at my school that isnt a ghetto rat so i get fucked with all the time by peers. I'm known as the "crazy ass white girl" because i tried to fight a big black dude that got in my face. After yelling at him to hit me and smacking my face he pussied out and sat down. The first week I was in school I was in the office EVERYDAY for stupid shit like telling someone whos trying to grab my ass to fuck off. On top of all that the teachers figure because im a good student i would make a good snitch. I constantly get asked what people say or what happened. I just shrug and say nothing but its irritating to the max. Then, because my dad died the staff thinks that they want to all be saints(so they can say they helped the girl with the dead dad) and try to give me advise on how to handle things and that i can talk to them anytime but instead it turns into me giving them an intellectual lecture on life. This school is so badly on lockdown we cant check our e-mail at school.
So my present issue is i can either live with my drunk fuck step mom who is verbally abusive to only me, wait 4 months for my mom to move to sac and live with her(but she has choked me in the past), (somehow) find a job and live on my own, or some other alternative.
I'm so confused. it hasnt even been 2 weeks since my dad passed and my step mom is already telling me "her house isnt a fucking hotel for me" and trying to tell people i never loved my dad( who was the only person blood related i ever respected and loved). I think she either hates me or booze turns jackel into hide(or whatever)...
so yeah. And Ive spent 11 months trying my hardest to find work. nothing. so i feel very backed into a corner. any advise?
This continuation school im going to is in the shitty part of town and they treat the kids there like inmates. I'm the only white chick at my school that isnt a ghetto rat so i get fucked with all the time by peers. I'm known as the "crazy ass white girl" because i tried to fight a big black dude that got in my face. After yelling at him to hit me and smacking my face he pussied out and sat down. The first week I was in school I was in the office EVERYDAY for stupid shit like telling someone whos trying to grab my ass to fuck off. On top of all that the teachers figure because im a good student i would make a good snitch. I constantly get asked what people say or what happened. I just shrug and say nothing but its irritating to the max. Then, because my dad died the staff thinks that they want to all be saints(so they can say they helped the girl with the dead dad) and try to give me advise on how to handle things and that i can talk to them anytime but instead it turns into me giving them an intellectual lecture on life. This school is so badly on lockdown we cant check our e-mail at school.
So my present issue is i can either live with my drunk fuck step mom who is verbally abusive to only me, wait 4 months for my mom to move to sac and live with her(but she has choked me in the past), (somehow) find a job and live on my own, or some other alternative.
I'm so confused. it hasnt even been 2 weeks since my dad passed and my step mom is already telling me "her house isnt a fucking hotel for me" and trying to tell people i never loved my dad( who was the only person blood related i ever respected and loved). I think she either hates me or booze turns jackel into hide(or whatever)...
so yeah. And Ive spent 11 months trying my hardest to find work. nothing. so i feel very backed into a corner. any advise?