That sounds like a good place to be.
To many people get stuck on the supposed opportunities/freedom that the road will provide that they neglect everything around them. And then they hit the road and the homeless aspects of it really sink in for the first time. It can be lonely out there too.
I've heard people say that the difference between good times and bad times is that in bad times we feel we have no options, while in good times we feel we do.
@Wheat2020 I think that fits with what you said about loneliness.
For myself, I don't do relationships or sex. I have fleeting crushes...
I had a free trial of netflix couple months ago, and the best thing I watched was Wild Wild Country, about the Osho cult in East Oregon in the 80's.
They had free love.
Seriously, I think cults are where it's at.