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  1. LysergicAbreaction

    Ran into my ex

    I know, I fucked up... I let things get to me... I'm fucking scared dude ...
  2. LysergicAbreaction

    Ran into my ex

    Eloise would go ape shit crazy and go in an insult tantrum every time I would talk about this girl I had a crush on. I mean, that girl was never nice to me, she used to stalk me on the bus so she could talk shit about me with her friends, every day she would find something new to make fun of me...
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    Ran into my ex

    Beachbum86 really hurt me. I mean, all of those people fuck me with until I'm in tears on a daily basis... All I ever wanted was to be nice to these people and to be their friends. Well, if watching me suffer makes then happy, then I'm glad I can at least do that much for them, I never wanted...
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    Ran into my ex

    Hip forums is the worst, they let beachbum86 talk shit, brining up personal things from real life, and let beachbum86 intentionally send me into a PTSD/bipolar episode, then when I explain how one of their members is making someone with mental issues suicidal they decide to erase all of my...
  5. LysergicAbreaction

    Living off the land

    Again, thank you, your input is very much appreciated, since I'm basically uneducated here, all of your pointers and suggestions are highly appreciated
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    My heads all fucked up. It should be illegal to intentionally throw bipolar/PTSD sufferers into...

    My heads all fucked up. It should be illegal to intentionally throw bipolar/PTSD sufferers into an episode.... beachbum86 gets the credit, but even people here want me to kill myself. Nobody would ever tell me why. ... beachbum86 just wants to hurt me until I kill myself, and won't ever explain...
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    Beachbum86 from hip forums usually talks shit about me until.I want to die. I have horrible PTSD...

    Beachbum86 from hip forums usually talks shit about me until.I want to die. I have horrible PTSD and bipolar, and beachbum86 likes to.throw me into episodes hoping ill off myself.
  8. LysergicAbreaction

    Ran into my ex

    My heads all fucked up... I have terrible PTSDband bipolar and a group of people intentionally like to throw me into episodes, I guess my suffering is their entertainment... I've told them again and again that one of these times I am going to hurt myself or someone else, but they won't stop...
  9. LysergicAbreaction

    Living off the land

    I have actually been spending most of my time indoors. I almost never leave my house. I have been on the streets before, and have had to tough it out more than once, but recently all I do is sit in my room... Thanks for the advice. I'm going to start doing all the research I can. ...oh, and...
  10. LysergicAbreaction

    Ran into my ex

    I don't mean to criticize anyone's preferences, it just really seemed depressing to me. I have to see the worst of people every day. Imagine doing your best, never bothering or hurting anybody, and still having people treat you like you are the most horrible scum to walk the earth. Beachbum86...
  11. LysergicAbreaction

    Living off the land

    I'm guessing it Will be tough. Are there training courses or classes? Or will I have to learn through books and meeting others who live that way?
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    Living off the land

    Awesome. Will do. The more I can learn about how this can be done the better.
  13. LysergicAbreaction

    Living off the land

    Right now it's not a serious plan, more of a dream. I would want to be living in the Colorado Rockies, and would likely have a pack, a sleeping bag, maybe a tent, but ultimately the bare minimum... I've always dreamed about just living in nature. I know it won't be any type of a cakewalk, but...
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    Ran into my ex

    I saw one of my ex girlfriends, and it really made me think... She looked horrible, she was strung out on drugs, toothless, and psychologically had not changed since she was 19. I was on the streets when I was young, but after running into her, and having her take me on a little tour of her...
  15. LysergicAbreaction

    At the end of my rope.

    At the end of my rope.
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    Living off the land

    Is this even a realistic notion? Like, can a person who was well trained really just walk out into nature and survive? ...And not just for like week or two, but actually survive as a lifestyle? What's the minimum one would need?
  17. LysergicAbreaction

    Some people bullied my friend until he wanted to kill himself online, and to.avoid...

    Some people bullied my friend until he wanted to kill himself online, and to.avoid responsibility hip forums just deleted all of his content. If he dies I have archive shots of that site, they won't dodge responsibility!
  18. LysergicAbreaction

    All my posts say is things like "another opportunity to take psilocybin with a beautiful soul"...

    All my posts say is things like "another opportunity to take psilocybin with a beautiful soul" What's the issue? I have 600g of cubensis mushrooms, and I like sharing with good hearted and good souled people.
  19. LysergicAbreaction

    I don't want you sympathy or your understanding, I simply want to post what I am feeling and...

    I don't want you sympathy or your understanding, I simply want to post what I am feeling and doing in my profile section
  20. LysergicAbreaction

    What did I say that was sexist? I mean, I get the weird part, but seeing beauty in the people I...

    What did I say that was sexist? I mean, I get the weird part, but seeing beauty in the people I share these experiences isn't sexist in the least bit, and anarchism? What does that have to do with anything?
  21. LysergicAbreaction

    See, when I suggested I defend myself, I got all thumbs down, yet you seem to agree that these...

    See, when I suggested I defend myself, I got all thumbs down, yet you seem to agree that these fucks deserve a bat
  22. LysergicAbreaction

    So the thumbs down means what? I should take the abuse with a smile? I should just let these...

    So the thumbs down means what? I should take the abuse with a smile? I should just let these people destroy my life?
  23. LysergicAbreaction

    I won't kill myself, and they won't stop, something has to give

    I won't kill myself, and they won't stop, something has to give
  24. LysergicAbreaction

    Just when you think people could not be more heartless and cruel...

    Just when you think people could not be more heartless and cruel...
  25. LysergicAbreaction

    Three thumbs down must mean I'm doing something right. I am hiring a private investigator in...

    Three thumbs down must mean I'm doing something right. I am hiring a private investigator in December.
  26. LysergicAbreaction

    Seriously, a good friend of mine is really into motorcycles and tells me that he has some...

    Seriously, a good friend of mine is really into motorcycles and tells me that he has some friends that will take care of these people once and for all. All I need is to positively identify them and its all over.
  27. LysergicAbreaction

    These people are in the same category as child abusers and animal abusers, they will only take...

    These people are in the same category as child abusers and animal abusers, they will only take shots and someone who has no means of hitting back. The only way these people can feel any type of self-esteem is by victimizing the defenseless. Its makes them feel big, and powerful, and important...
  28. LysergicAbreaction

    I have never done anything but be a respectful, giving, and compassionate person, specially when...

    I have never done anything but be a respectful, giving, and compassionate person, specially when it comes to these people. But you know how bullies are, they see someone who is peaceful, passive, and defenseless, a prime target for a bully.
  29. LysergicAbreaction

    Really good advice, and I am in no way trying to disregard it, but the result is "y" no matter...

    Really good advice, and I am in no way trying to disregard it, but the result is "y" no matter what I do, the result was "y" before I was even doing "x" It not a situation where anything I say or do matters. So I stay committed to my spirituality. I'm not going to let their evil fuck up my karma
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    Sorry, I am not a Christian, but I have always found the "love your enemies" sections of Matt...

    Sorry, I am not a Christian, but I have always found the "love your enemies" sections of Matt and Luke to be reflective of Buddhist and eastern spiritual sentiments. I am greatly influenced by Buddhism and eastern religions.
  31. LysergicAbreaction

    But if you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners love those who...

    But if you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them. And if you do good to those who do good to you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners do the same. And if you lend to those from whom you hope to receive back, what credit is that to...
  32. LysergicAbreaction

    But I say to you who hear: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who...

    But I say to you who hear: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, and pray for those who spitefully use you. To him who strikes you on the one cheek, offer the other also. And from him who takes away your cloak, do not withhold your tunic either. Give to...
  33. LysergicAbreaction

    I can't deny my tendencies towards compassion just because they abuse me, I will always be...

    I can't deny my tendencies towards compassion just because they abuse me, I will always be giving, polite, and respectful to them. I know its hard for most western people to grasp, but in eastern spiritual traditions its actually quite common....
  34. LysergicAbreaction

    I think the worst part is I continually respond to their abuse with kindness and compassion. It...

    I think the worst part is I continually respond to their abuse with kindness and compassion. It only seems to fuel them though. They try to tell others that I am somehow a monster, but these people never seem to question that nobody has ever actually seen me do or say anything close to what...
  35. LysergicAbreaction

    Seriously, every time I prove that they are full of shit, they will just make up something else...

    Seriously, every time I prove that they are full of shit, they will just make up something else until they have successfully turned others against me. The better I do in life or the more people start to like me, the worse they get. I'm still polite to them, I still give them cigarettes or...
  36. LysergicAbreaction

    Again, nobody has or ever will see me behave in any manner that even slightly resembles their...

    Again, nobody has or ever will see me behave in any manner that even slightly resembles their slander. I'm spend the majority of my time alone, so it's really easy fair them to make up lies and gang up on me because I never have a group of friends with me. Its always me alone versus a group of...
  37. LysergicAbreaction

    Like I Saud, they are like people who beat and abuse animals or children, they only feel...

    Like I Saud, they are like people who beat and abuse animals or children, they only feel comfortable taking shots at someone who has absolutely has no chance at hitting back.
  38. LysergicAbreaction

    I honestly don't know what it is. Some of it stems from my jealous ex, but what these other...

    I honestly don't know what it is. Some of it stems from my jealous ex, but what these other people's motivations are? I have no idea. If I actually did anything to them you figure they wouldn't have a problem directly confronting me about, but I guess if you confront someone over something you...
  39. LysergicAbreaction

    The funny thing is, nobody has ever seen me say or do anything that even resembles the slander...

    The funny thing is, nobody has ever seen me say or do anything that even resembles the slander the spread about me, which is why I can't believe anybody would ever believe that stuff. Think about it: "I only behave like a monster when nobody is looking and there are no witnesses, and the rest of...
  40. LysergicAbreaction

    Even Christ was not safe from the Romans... ...meaning you could be a perfect person and they...

    Even Christ was not safe from the Romans... ...meaning you could be a perfect person and they Will still come to crucify you as if you were the worst criminal alive. When people know that you are committed to being a good person you become a target for all the evil and scum.
  41. LysergicAbreaction

    I have been waiting for around 10 years for them to stop. ...think about it though, if I was...

    I have been waiting for around 10 years for them to stop. ...think about it though, if I was really the monster they tell people I am don't you think they would be worried about retaliation? Their not because they know I have never done anything to hurt anybody, and that I'm a pacifist and...
  42. LysergicAbreaction

    I talk about positivity, love, and life, and there's nothing outrageous or hard to believe about...

    I talk about positivity, love, and life, and there's nothing outrageous or hard to believe about anything I said, it's common place stuff. And These people are beautiful. These compounds are a gateway to the deepest reaches of a persons mind and soul, so are you really surprised that I don't...
  43. LysergicAbreaction

    ...And you easily could have ignored me, yet your male-dominator psychology set you out on a...

    ...And you easily could have ignored me, yet your male-dominator psychology set you out on a path to attack and destroy. ..it reminds me of the jocks in high school who would go out of their way to fuck with me just because they didn't like my clothes, as if just my appearance threatened their...
  44. LysergicAbreaction

    My comments don't effect you, they don't harm you, and they were posted in my profile, it seems...

    My comments don't effect you, they don't harm you, and they were posted in my profile, it seems to me you just want to bully others because you can't believe the things they were saying. And like a bully you intentionally take my words out of context and try to make it seem as if your "publicly...
  45. LysergicAbreaction

    I still can't reduce myself to going to their level. I do all I can to directly confront them...

    I still can't reduce myself to going to their level. I do all I can to directly confront them, but like i said, they are cowards, they are no better than those who abuse children and animals, they only take shots when they are 100% sure they will never have to account for all the horrible things...
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    It's gone too far. I have a pretty good idea of who it is, but they are cowards, they never do...

    It's gone too far. I have a pretty good idea of who it is, but they are cowards, they never do anything directly. Just like people who abuse animals or children these people only take shots when they are 100% certain you can't take any shots back.
  47. LysergicAbreaction

    I'm not willing to repeat any of it, but it's obvious that they will day or do anything they can...

    I'm not willing to repeat any of it, but it's obvious that they will day or do anything they can to make me look bad, and none of it ever has any basis in reality. I think they realized that people generally don't hate me for who I am, quite the opposite, so they have to fabricate slander to...
  48. LysergicAbreaction

    When I found out who is spreading these lies I can't promise to respond in my usual pacifist...

    When I found out who is spreading these lies I can't promise to respond in my usual pacifist manner, this is serious stuff.
  49. LysergicAbreaction

    When you catch somebody spreading awful slander how should you handle it?

    When you catch somebody spreading awful slander how should you handle it?
  50. LysergicAbreaction

    I have never met you, or anybody else from this site, so it seems a but presumptuous to...

    I have never met you, or anybody else from this site, so it seems a but presumptuous to automatically not believe me, which is fine. I'm not sure what the deal is here, or why you interpret my posts in such a negative way, but I guess you are free to do so...