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  1. Childgoddess

    Cool, thanks for the idea/tip! :) MetalBryan

    Cool, thanks for the idea/tip! :) MetalBryan
  2. Childgoddess

    im not liking it where I live, freaking cockroaches :( kinda still cold for me, but I rather...

    im not liking it where I live, freaking cockroaches :( kinda still cold for me, but I rather live in a diy shelter in the woods right now :)
  3. Childgoddess

    Omg this shit happened again :( my love is back behide bars :( what can I do 2 make the most of...

    Omg this shit happened again :( my love is back behide bars :( what can I do 2 make the most of the time I have now???
  4. Childgoddess

    Hello there! how's it going? just saying a friendly hello, I heard your from tbay too, just...

    Hello there! how's it going? just saying a friendly hello, I heard your from tbay too, just looking for some likeminded friends here.
  5. Childgoddess

    My man back in jail :( its only a month, but it hurts as hell without him, how to cope.

    My man back in jail :( its only a month, but it hurts as hell without him, how to cope.
  6. Childgoddess

    getting clean(ish) without a shower

    Awesome idea! sometimes I don't wanna pay for a empty spray bottle or squeeze bottle.
  7. Childgoddess

    How do you cope all alone on the streets by yourself, especially when you got social anxiety???

    Well your not alone with this, when I was on the streets, I was getting anxious and self conscious with the way I looked, I had a black eye, dirty ass clothes on, hair was messy, just looked rough, had to just drink daily just to forget about it.
  8. Childgoddess

    Thanks :) just hope we are still together.

    Thanks :) just hope we are still together.
  9. Childgoddess

    Happy :) 8 more days till my babe is out <3

    Happy :) 8 more days till my babe is out <3
  10. Childgoddess

    How to ask this guy in a letter if we are still together? he didnt come see me for 4 days.

    My ex fiancé use to physically abuse when he was drunk, even when he was buzzed, he use to try and "make" me feel bad for not socializing enough and hanging out with his family more, said I needed to grow up, but it was hard cuz of my social anxiety, with my current bf's family, I actually get...
  11. Childgoddess

    How to ask this guy in a letter if we are still together? he didnt come see me for 4 days.

    I already know he's in jail, like I posted, he had warrants for his arrest, glad atleast he can this outta the way, yeah im getting on methadome soon to help with my cravings, Roguetrader, I don't know where you get the "wasn't all that", maybe I was referring to my ex fiancé, this guy is a new...
  12. Childgoddess

    How to ask this guy in a letter if we are still together? he didnt come see me for 4 days.

    So im suppose to just not talk to him? and completely ignore him??? like wtf? he shared something together, even thou it wasn't all that, he did teach me how to survive.
  13. Childgoddess

    How to ask this guy in a letter if we are still together? he didnt come see me for 4 days.

    SlankyLanky, I know this may sound naïve, but what makes it sound like we aren't good for one another, I just want to know where he stand, I also want to know if we are over, so I can move on with my life, im left feeling so confused right now.
  14. Childgoddess

    How to ask this guy in a letter if we are still together? he didnt come see me for 4 days.

    I've been dating this new guy for 2 months, already kinda feel I love him, we have spent almost everyday together, except a few times we lost one another, we were homeless, trying to take care of one another, he never wanted to leave me, he get me food, clothing, etc, let me stay his friends...
  15. Childgoddess

    should definitely do that!

    should definitely do that!
  16. Childgoddess

    aww thank you, Crazy Hobo Johnny, yeah im not gonna get evicted, I don't want some wild crazy...

    aww thank you, Crazy Hobo Johnny, yeah im not gonna get evicted, I don't want some wild crazy parties or to bring random street people, even thou I did that already when drunk lol, I wanted drinking company, I miss my bf, he was warrants, so im worried where he might be.
  17. Childgoddess

    Finally found a apartment, not freezing my ass anymore..

    Finally found a apartment, not freezing my ass anymore..
  18. Childgoddess

    How to ask for a sleeping bag at christian second hand places?

    that's so funny, OLIVER TWIST lol that's awesome, just the way you said that :)
  19. Childgoddess

    haha you doubt, I was thinking of just boosting, but already facing some shoplifting charges...

    haha you doubt, I was thinking of just boosting, but already facing some shoplifting charges already damn.. its raining right now, trying to stay in the library to keep dry...
  20. Childgoddess

    What is the easiest wilderness bush shelter or shelter to make outside?

    yeah no doubt, im always asking these organizations for free socks or im boosting socks.
  21. Childgoddess

    How to ask for a sleeping bag at christian second hand places?

    Me and my boy lost our blankets, this guy is suppose to give us a sleeping bag, but need to call him and have no access to a phone and don't have a phone card, there is this used clothing place down the road, its a catholic used clothing store, they let you buy items with whatever amount of...
  22. Childgoddess

    roughing it without a tarp n blanket again tonight... shit!

    roughing it without a tarp n blanket again tonight... shit!
  23. Childgoddess

    What is the easiest wilderness bush shelter or shelter to make outside?

    thanks, some I know already, have tried dumpster diving, but no clothing that fits, look pretty weird with tight ass clothing with my stomach popping out lol, there is this rack outside this used second hand clothing furniture store, took some clothing, but mostly shirts, im thinking of posting...
  24. Childgoddess

    What is the easiest wilderness bush shelter or shelter to make outside?

    yes very true, I don't want the cops telling me to leave or have some near by neighbors ratting me out where i'm at. man, been doing a lot of walking already, got sore feet and starting to get blisters on my feet, for fuck sakes lol
  25. Childgoddess

    What is the easiest wilderness bush shelter or shelter to make outside?

    Thank you very much for your advice, im willing to do all this shit, its been cold as fuck outside and I haven't been sleeping, this sounds like practical advice to me, the resources are actually around.
  26. Childgoddess

    What is the easiest wilderness bush shelter or shelter to make outside?

    I'm currently homeless with my new bf of two months, we are really roughing it out, sleeping outside with no blankets or anything, just have one another to hold for body heat, for personal reasons and because I got beaten up from this drunk women that stays there, I refuse to stay there...
  27. Childgoddess

    How do you cope all alone on the streets by yourself, especially when you got social anxiety???

    Omg me too Coywolf, I have to drink everyday just to deal with it, and to go to those free food drop in places, I feel like everybody is just starting at me,
  28. Childgoddess

    Bored, Tired N Restless!!

    Bored, Tired N Restless!!
  29. Childgoddess

    Its winter time, im homeless and got no where to live/go? what do i do?

    aww thanks, getting sober is important to me, im on methadome :)
  30. Childgoddess

    Its winter time, im homeless and got no where to live/go? what do i do?

    I literally have fucked myself over, I got drunk with my s/o and spent my basic needs money on drugs, a friend of the family is willing to rent out a couch of her's until I get a apartment/room, but she wants straight up CASH, cuz she has been burnt a lot, I know this isn't the most honest way...
  31. Childgoddess

    Where are places/alternatives to chill while inside during the cold winer weather?

    Aww thank you for suggestions, I was thinmig of the mall, maybe I could try at the same time looking on the table for scrap food,
  32. Childgoddess

    Where are places/alternatives to chill while inside during the cold winer weather?

    Hello there Fellow people! I'm unsure where to post this thread, please tell me otherwise if I'm not suppose to post this here, anyways here goes, its freaking freezing outside right now, my relative kicks me out at 8:00am every day, which in a way I don't blame him, he doesn't have a extra...
  33. Childgoddess

    feeling alone without that special someone :(

    feeling alone without that special someone :(
  34. Childgoddess

    How do you cope all alone on the streets by yourself, especially when you got social anxiety???

    I love finding free shit, whether its online, dumpster diving, bin-diving, finding something on the ground, I don't really like going to those free soup kitchens, church places, I rather use stuff people are about to throw out, I like that whole freegan subculture, using that instead of it...
  35. Childgoddess

    How do you cope all alone on the streets by yourself, especially when you got social anxiety???

    aww thank you :) I know it sounds cliché, but I do believe it works, when I was younger, my anxiety use to way worse, but starting doing this everyday, within a month or two, felt more relaxed and calm, I forgot about mindfulness, thank you for reminding me again :)
  36. Childgoddess

    How do you cope all alone on the streets by yourself, especially when you got social anxiety???

    Thanks :) im actually chilling at ontario works building right now, hoping i will find my drunk boyfriend :( but i dunno how well thats gonna work.
  37. Childgoddess

    How do you cope all alone on the streets by yourself, especially when you got social anxiety???

    my s/o is currently mia, i know he has tried calling me at my moms, but i dont stay there due to the fact my mother doesnt trust me, im starting to get really depressed because im all by mysef and feel like im going crazy wandering the streets by myself, people are looking at me, which is...
  38. Childgoddess

    roughing it

    roughing it
  39. Childgoddess

    feeling alone and lost, but feeling i'll be okay...

    feeling alone and lost, but feeling i'll be okay...
  40. Childgoddess

    How to deal with girls talking and wanting to drink and party with my bf?

    Hello there, me and my s/o have been together for 3 1/2 years, even thou i get a big feeling he doesnt cheat on me , i get a feeling when he's drunk he's a bit more friendly, touchy feeling with women/people in general, but it doesn't seem sexual, just a bit more emotional/physical intimate...
  41. Childgoddess

    Where are some places to sleep inside during the day? ( for the winter time)

    I'm unsure where to post this thread, so im putting this in general banter form. I'm currently staying at the shelter house, but I dont get enough sleep, havent been able to sleep for 5 days well staying, it has made my anxiety go super high because of the lack of sleep i have, I got bad social...
  42. Childgoddess

    Is it possible to survive in a winter wilderness shelter in -21 weather?

    Hello there fellow people! :) I know this may crazy, but is it possible to make some type of Survival Shelter(s) in the bush, im up in northwestern ontario, canada, the weather has been pretty cold, Its -14°C, but it FEELS LIKE-21 but wondering with the right gear, stuff in the bush and a...
  43. Childgoddess

    How to safely survive in the bush/on the streets as a women by yourself?

    Thank you for the offer, show some compassion and kindness in the world, but im stuck in tbay untill i panhandle enough for a bus ticket,
  44. Childgoddess

    How to safely survive in the bush/on the streets as a women by yourself?

    and you have to get referrals, so for those that thing that there is help from the government everybody, there is, but its hard to get it.
  45. Childgoddess

    How to safely survive in the bush/on the streets as a women by yourself?

    there is a shelter here, but you have to be in by a certain time, plus you can catch lice and bed bugs and its not very clean there, yeah if im desperate, i do stay, but make to be clean as possible even thou im homeless.
  46. Childgoddess

    How to safely survive in the bush/on the streets as a women by yourself?

    yes the government does, but there is a wait sometimes for housing here in tbay, i did apply for two low gear to income housing,
  47. Childgoddess

    How to safely survive in the bush/on the streets as a women by yourself?

    Hello there People! I'm officially all alone and homeless all by myself now, my boyfriend got picked up cops last night, we usually sleep outside together because he's the one that makes sure that im physically safe, now that is gone, im feeling anxious, scared and alone on how to survive the...
  48. Childgoddess

    How to deal with boyfriend drinking too much and me being homeless and leaving him?

    im thinking that i might just ask my moms friend to stay with her, if he continues acting like a ass towards me, just might take off on him, maybe when he's sober, he will miss and wonder about me but yeah im not trying to make excuses, but yeah we been together for 3 years, and this is like the...
  49. Childgoddess

    feeling bummed out...:(

    feeling bummed out...:(