I don't even really understand why I'm making this post right now or then perhaps? It seems that when I try to fit in and get out of the band a job, lad I'm miserable don't know how to associate or "fit in" with anyone. It's easier to talk to people online however when I'm traveling it seems to be the exact opposite I don't know how to communicate with other Travelers online but basically every one I meet on the road I get along with fantastically perhaps its the booze or possibly because I'm happier on the road and have less of an awkward demeanor simply because I am happy. With that said I'm going to try to stay here until the spring but I don't think I'm going to make it there's a fat chance that when I get a paycheck on Friday I will dip again. not quite sure I really introduced myself but I don't know what else to say