Rowan
Active member
I thought coming home and spending time away from the city would soothe my wanderlust, but I guess that's not going to work.
I'm desperately looking for a way to change directions in my life and get on the road. Looking at affordable cars big enough for me to curl up inside and sleep in makes me feel like I'm scratching at the ground around the edges of a cage, and I tell myself maybe a car/truck/van I can live out of would be enough to get me out and finally traveling.
I'm already sorting through all my belongings to sell whatever I can and make some extra money while lightening the load.
All these grand plans stewing in my brain would not do me any favors in terms of school/student loans/other bullshit, but I'd really like to be able to wake up and not wish I was somewhere else. It would be nice to do something big that wasn't just acting as a stepping stone towards another something and so on. It would be nice to travel for the sake of seeing and experiencing something new and living more day to day...
In short: I wanna get out of here, life isn't in favor of that, maybe I'll figure out a way to do it anyway because sometimes you just gotta do something that may not accomplish anything big but hey at least you won't be stuck in one place going nuts.
If you're feeling this I'd love to hear what other people's plans are, even if you're just blue-skying.
I'm desperately looking for a way to change directions in my life and get on the road. Looking at affordable cars big enough for me to curl up inside and sleep in makes me feel like I'm scratching at the ground around the edges of a cage, and I tell myself maybe a car/truck/van I can live out of would be enough to get me out and finally traveling.
I'm already sorting through all my belongings to sell whatever I can and make some extra money while lightening the load.
All these grand plans stewing in my brain would not do me any favors in terms of school/student loans/other bullshit, but I'd really like to be able to wake up and not wish I was somewhere else. It would be nice to do something big that wasn't just acting as a stepping stone towards another something and so on. It would be nice to travel for the sake of seeing and experiencing something new and living more day to day...
In short: I wanna get out of here, life isn't in favor of that, maybe I'll figure out a way to do it anyway because sometimes you just gotta do something that may not accomplish anything big but hey at least you won't be stuck in one place going nuts.
If you're feeling this I'd love to hear what other people's plans are, even if you're just blue-skying.