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    Ran into my ex

    I know, I fucked up... I let things get to me... I'm fucking scared dude ...
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    Ran into my ex

    Eloise would go ape shit crazy and go in an insult tantrum every time I would talk about this girl I had a crush on. I mean, that girl was never nice to me, she used to stalk me on the bus so she could talk shit about me with her friends, every day she would find something new to make fun of me...
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    Ran into my ex

    Beachbum86 really hurt me. I mean, all of those people fuck me with until I'm in tears on a daily basis... All I ever wanted was to be nice to these people and to be their friends. Well, if watching me suffer makes then happy, then I'm glad I can at least do that much for them, I never wanted...
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    Ran into my ex

    Hip forums is the worst, they let beachbum86 talk shit, brining up personal things from real life, and let beachbum86 intentionally send me into a PTSD/bipolar episode, then when I explain how one of their members is making someone with mental issues suicidal they decide to erase all of my...
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    Living off the land

    Again, thank you, your input is very much appreciated, since I'm basically uneducated here, all of your pointers and suggestions are highly appreciated
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    My heads all fucked up. It should be illegal to intentionally throw bipolar/PTSD sufferers into...

    My heads all fucked up. It should be illegal to intentionally throw bipolar/PTSD sufferers into an episode.... beachbum86 gets the credit, but even people here want me to kill myself. Nobody would ever tell me why. ... beachbum86 just wants to hurt me until I kill myself, and won't ever explain...
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    Beachbum86 from hip forums usually talks shit about me until.I want to die. I have horrible PTSD...

    Beachbum86 from hip forums usually talks shit about me until.I want to die. I have horrible PTSD and bipolar, and beachbum86 likes to.throw me into episodes hoping ill off myself.
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    Ran into my ex

    My heads all fucked up... I have terrible PTSDband bipolar and a group of people intentionally like to throw me into episodes, I guess my suffering is their entertainment... I've told them again and again that one of these times I am going to hurt myself or someone else, but they won't stop...
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    Living off the land

    I have actually been spending most of my time indoors. I almost never leave my house. I have been on the streets before, and have had to tough it out more than once, but recently all I do is sit in my room... Thanks for the advice. I'm going to start doing all the research I can. ...oh, and...
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    Ran into my ex

    I don't mean to criticize anyone's preferences, it just really seemed depressing to me. I have to see the worst of people every day. Imagine doing your best, never bothering or hurting anybody, and still having people treat you like you are the most horrible scum to walk the earth. Beachbum86...
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    Living off the land

    I'm guessing it Will be tough. Are there training courses or classes? Or will I have to learn through books and meeting others who live that way?
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    Living off the land

    Awesome. Will do. The more I can learn about how this can be done the better.
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    Living off the land

    Right now it's not a serious plan, more of a dream. I would want to be living in the Colorado Rockies, and would likely have a pack, a sleeping bag, maybe a tent, but ultimately the bare minimum... I've always dreamed about just living in nature. I know it won't be any type of a cakewalk, but...
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    Ran into my ex

    I saw one of my ex girlfriends, and it really made me think... She looked horrible, she was strung out on drugs, toothless, and psychologically had not changed since she was 19. I was on the streets when I was young, but after running into her, and having her take me on a little tour of her...
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    At the end of my rope.

    At the end of my rope.